any choice. I hope you are accepted. I hear that he is
only taking a few applicants now, so maybe--just don’t get
your hopes up.”

Deep within my soul screamed, No, No, I have to get a
chance. I have to study with him. Surprised by this
reaction I missed a few seconds of real time. “Well, I
didn’t really expect to be accepted, but I had to try.
Whatever.”

Jan spoke with sincerity, “Look Lynne, I will meditate
and pray that you get the chance. I really hope you do. I
have to go now. Let me know what happens.”

Early the next morning, with no music to shut off the